Boy to Man.
He grew up overlooking the Atlantic, his playtime spent on the nearby cliffs and beaches, watching birds, catching fish, crabbing, playing chicken with the tide.
Taught by his father to swim, on top and underwater, practicing holding his breath, both in the sea, and in the winter months at home in the bathtub.
His father’s career, a merchant seaman, took him away from home for months at a time, far, far away to exotic climes.
On his return, he’d always bring the boy some gift to mollify him for his absence, for it was true that the boy missed his father, and that the father missed the boy.
Life was hard for the boy without his father at home, times were difficult, and his mother struggled with the maintenance of their home.
Calamities always seemed to befall them when his father was least likely to come to repair some ailing part of the house.
So, part of the young boys growing up, was seeking knowledge of tools and wood from an early age, therefore with hard work and the upkeep of the house thrust on his back, the boy became responsible at an early age.
His mother was good to him, lovingly feeding him, clothing him, and making sure that he didn’t miss his schooling.
He loved learning and was happy to read even more of an evening, but he was intentionally solitary, or spent time with older folk in the local fishing harbour, or maybe off alone along the coast.
If he had any true friends, other than odd school chums, they were the much older grizzled men, dour retired fishermen who sat around the nearby harbour.
‘Men of oak’, as the younger fishermen called them, because they came from harder times, when sail was the norm for fishing boats, not today’s modern Diesel engines.
They’re hands often missing fingers, their palms like sun bleached shagreen, made scaly from hauling rigging or lobster pots, these hard men who scorned him first, but grew to respect him as he did them small favours.
He was always, unlike the other lads, happy to filch a hot mug of tea from the harbour master’s office, or collect their tobacco from the town, and for these favours, these old men would reluctantly trade a yarn or two.
With waving gestures, these ancient mariners would tell tales of the sea, or when he enquired, explain what their tattoos meant for them.
The boy was fascinated by the wrinkled stains upon their hides, the colourful swallow in the crook between finger and thumb, anchors, hearts, the scaly fish laid out across their back.
Some even had ports of call, or sweethearts or exotic woman’s names scrawled across their heavily veined arms or barrel like chests.
But the one he liked the best, was on a large Scot who’d fished between the tip of Cornwall and Cape Wrath.
This giant of a man with rusty red bushy hair and a full beard and moustache, had a magnificent drawing upon his broad muscular shoulders, or so the boy had heard.
One sunny afternoon after asking the lad for a large, enamelled tin mug of coffee, something that the harbourmaster only gave to this one man, the rumour was that the Master’s life had been saved by the Scot once, it now that the boy asked a favour.
He’d heard the tale at school, that the Scottish seaman had a beautiful tattoo on his back, but that he was loathe to exhibit it.
Having asked, he attempted to stare down the older man, quite ridiculous when the boy at no more than five feet six, had to crane his neck back to look up at the Scot’s eyes at a lofty six feet seven.
Men around the harbour often commented that ‘Wee Haggis’ wasn’t the right shape to be a fisherman, because surely if he stood up in his small Cornish crabber, the boat would capsize when he leaned into pulling a catch in.
These same men would never call him Wee Haggis to his face, or even in his hearing, as he had a mighty reputation for his temper when it broke.
So, the boy hoped that as he stared in the deep blue eyes of the Scot, that he wouldn’t take offence, but he was poised to scamper off if needs be.
The man stood like an iron post on the quay side, and as the boy watched, he lifted the hot mug of coffee to his mouth, quaffed it, wiped his moustache with the back of his hand, and then gave the boy back the mug.
The man foraged in his pocket, bringing forth a rumpled packet of ‘Navy Cut’ cigarettes, he extracted one slowly, put the packet away, found a ‘Swan Vesta’, stooped to the granite quayside, and struck the match, lit his fag.
Standing upright he dragged on the white paper stick, inhaling deeply, the tip of the cigarette reddened, but his face was emotionless as he exhaled a cloud of white smoke out into the boy’s face.
The boy knew better than to ask again, the Scot was known to be unpredictable at times, so he left without a sound and returned the mug to the harbourmaster.
The master smiled and said he’d never seen a harbour rat stand up to Wee Haggis, told him he’d some spunk, but maybe this one favour just wasn’t to be had.
The boy left the shelter of the office to have the Scotsman call him over in his rough accent.
Once again standing before the man, the boy stared up into his wrinkled face, the man stared back, and for a while they stood fixedly glaring.
The harbour edge went quiet as the other harbour rats and more and more men became aware of this match of wills, but then the Scot put his palm out, took a long drag on his fag, before stubbing it out on the skin off his hand, and then dropping the butt to the ground.
Slowly he unfastened the small buttons of his sky-blue washed-out canvas shirt, slipped it away from his shoulders and off, and the boy found himself staring at the man’s massive hairy chest, before he turned and flexing his musculature, showed off the large tattoo on his back.
From base of back, to nape of neck, there was a magnificent, inked picture of a naked woman, correct in all anatomical detail, or was it a woman?
Her skin appeared slightly lightly scaled, her skin colour had more than the merest hint of the shade of a wild winter sea.
Her hair was reddish and there appeared to be ornaments entwined in its many curls, her aquiline nose rode above a curvaceous slightly cruel full lipped open mouth, but her teeth appeared sharp and somewhat dangerous.
The boy wasn’t sure on reflection if she could be called a beauty, but there was no doubt in his mind that she was attractive if unnerving.
She had wide shoulders for a woman and full breasts that jutted proudly, not just hanging from her shoulders, her waist curved inwards before flaring out into her slim but rounded hips.
Between her hips, a hairless mound, the detail of the inking of her sexual outer lips most insightful, the first the boy had ever seen.
On his eyes reaching this detail, his face coloured up, first pink, and then red as he forced his stare to move on.
The legs of this woman were the strangest of all, something wasn’t right, and even with his limited experience of a mature woman’s frame, he’d seen his mother naked once, just a glimpse, he was aware that they did not appear thus normally.
Unexpectedly the Scot flexed his back muscles and turned slightly, it’s then that her legs became a scaly tail, and her face drew ugly.
The boy stepped back, and the Scot turned abruptly to face him, his gruff Scot’s accent rang out.
“Aye lad, it’s a Sea Hag herself, one who tried to drag me down into the briny! You do yourself a favour, should you meet her on a lonely beach or boat, turn away, accept nothing of her favours”.
He loved both his mother and his father, and when home, his father spoke of his adventures on the oceans of the world.
When the boy had been much younger, his father had told his impressionable son of many lands, of islands with dancing palms, and of high seas around the capes.
The boy would often sit at his fathers’ feet on the rug by the fireside, hands clasped in front of his bare knees, and he’d gasp with each new tale that his father would tell from his newest voyage.
Over time, the boy had found out that his father was merely ships cook, not the captain as he’d supposed, but he did have other chores aboard the ships he sailed on.
His father had never told him otherwise, there’d been no exaggerations on his part, it was more the boys desire that his father be a hero.
As the boy had grown older, his father had taught him seaman’s knots and how to cook a good nourishing meal from simple ingredients, but also told him of the somewhat lonely life he led upon the waves.
It became obvious that his father missed his family, and only sailed to pay the bills, also the boy came to feel that if his father hadn’t married, he’d have been free to do as he wished, and not chained to some ship.
It was at this still early age that the boy resolved to live alone, and to pave his way through life in any way he desired.
In his late teens, the boy left school, and he discovered that once away from his chores and responsibilities, he preferred less complicated company.
So, the boy, now nearly a full-grown man at six foot five, and certainly with the determination of an adult male, began to fish as a job with the usually sullen solitary Scotsman.
The fisherman owned a cockle shell boat, a crabby vessel called the ‘The Craic’ and the boy was now a constant addition to its normal crew of one.
They seemed an unlikely pair, but their comradeship became ever stronger as they pulled in the feathers of a catch of Mackerel or hauled in the crab pots.
They often worked in silence, but occasionally the Scot would produce a bottle of his favourite tipple, and he’d encourage a wee break for a smidgeon of craic.
The big man had many tales of the fishing as he called his life’s toil, tales of various ports around the four kingdoms of his drinking, fighting, and squandering his hard-earned money on various women, but never once, could he be brought to again mention his tattoo’s meaning.
The boy would listen avidly, although became somewhat embarrassed when the other man described in full detail his tryst with the many port women that he’d he met.
But on the other hand, he learned a lot about where this grim man had grown up, the hardships and values of the Western Isles.
He lapped up this knowledge, believing every word that the Scotsman dropped, and sometimes he squeezed even more information if the man appeared somewhat hesitant.
It was on this day the boy asked to know the Scotsman’s name, the man was leaning forward examining the label on the whiskey bottle in his hand.
“Aaran, my baptism name, my parents called me Aaran, it’s meaning holds that I am strong like a mountain and enlightened to the natural way.”
Returning home of an evening, his mother would place his meal on the family board, and as he ate, his head would be buried in various books from the local library, the subject he studied? The Outer Hebrides where Aaran had been born and raised.
A year after the boy had left school to fish with Aaran, a man visited his mother, and when he returned from fishing, he found her with her head in her hands, his father had been drowned.
She keened her grief, her sobs carrying throughout the night, the boy was the man of the house now, his own grief he knew, he’d have to tuck away, for now, he was the only bread winner.
Three months later, her grief finally too much for her to bear, his mother threw herself from the cliffs high above the beach, and the man as he was now, knew he’d not be able to console himself of her death by staying at his childhood home.
Settling his family’s affairs brought home some truths that the man had not been aware of, the family home was mortgaged to the hilt, and his father had a large overdraft at the local bank.
After the sale of his parents’ home and using the money leftover to pay off the loan on the house and the bank, he was still in debt, but only by a small amount.
By chance, the Scotsman’s landlady offered him lodgings for a reasonable sum, and the man moved in, and continued to fish with his now close friend.
Two years passed uneventfully, he pulled fish, crabs, and lobsters from the Cornish seas, paid his lodging, bought his food and carefully payed off the remainder of his parents’ debt.
He could have moved away, started a new life, left his now dead parents’ problems far behind, but they’d always looked after him, and now, he felt a need to let them rest in peace, their reputations intact.
He drank of an evening at a local bar above the harbour, often he became drunk and loud, and like his close friend the Scotsman, he was somewhat leary when he drank far too much.
Because of this, the local girls, although admiring his work hardened physique and flashing sea green eyes, tended to avoid more than a fleeting kiss.
Sure, there were pretty lasses who flirted with the now twenty something man, but their mothers warned them of his known temper with the drink, of how other men would move when he hove into view.
They said that a man such as this, was not the type to marry, for if they did, they’d maybe long regret this union.
It was true though that the locals had time for the man, he worked hard for his money, he caught some of the best fish the port had seen, and he paid his debts, and for these reasons he had their respect.
However, when one day Wee Haggis’s boat was seen to leave the harbour as normal on the early morning tide to ply the sea, but later when it didn’t return with the tide, there was consternation, for it was well known that the Scotsman couldn’t swim.
There was concern for the other man, his companion, but he could swim well, and unlike Aaran, he often wore a life jacket.
The lifeboat was launched, the coastguard notified, and fishing boats, manned by the men of the harbour searched for bodies, or signs of wreckage from of the Craic, but none was found.
Then five days later, ‘Wee Haggis’ was found washed up a mile north along the rugged coast, where the drifting currents had carried his corpse.
His massive frame stretched out on the yellow sands, the crabs and fish had been at him, but he was still easily identified by his Sea Hag tattooed back, but of his fishing companion, sightings none…